Wednesday, 18 July 2007

Feeling emo...

Dunno why...suddenly feeling emo...nope, nothing happen, in case ur wondering...it is juz one of those days that i feel down...was reading an old frenz blog...reading some sad stuffs abt life & death, at the same time doing my usual music therapy...e music + e stuffs kinda make me quite emo...i can understand what she meant by missing her...it is e same as missing grandpa...i totally understand e hurt dat u encountered...those feelings dat is unable to pen down...yup...i hv regrets too...i regretted being so stingy w spending more time w him...i regretted nt telling him how much he meant to mi...i regret...truely frm e bottom of my heart...someone told mi today dat im those sort of person who dun talk much...perhaps it is cause im nt used to baring my heart to pple...i nid time to warm up...

after reading my frenz's blog, i realised dat it has been such a long time since i last accompanied mum to e supermkt, engage in our mini conversation...sry mum, realli, i promise i will try to make some time for u...i should nt have been too cope up w studies n other stuffs...i promise i will gif u a better life when i start wrking...one more yr to go, trust mi k...mum, thks for everything dat u hv given us...may mum, dad,grandma, kor & di for gd health...i realli treasure u all...luv u all always...grandpa, bless us k=)
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, July 18, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon