Wednesday, 18 July 2007
The journey of anticipation
Yup, i passed my advanced theory...happy abt it coz i really do not wish to spend too much money on it, esp when im laden w so much sch debts on hand...realli thks tian n keegan for e encouragement ^_^
i recalled how nervous i was yest...kept running to the toilet b4 i took e test...u know it doesn't help when i overheard pple saying "aiyah, missed by 1 qns n i will pass"...so e super paranoid mi will panic n tink "will e same thing happen to mi?"...
e most qns dat i can get wrong is 5...but then i counted," 1,2,3...6" oh man, i gt 1 more qns dat im unsure...this can either make or brk mi...so how??? should i end e test now? haha...as usual, i convinced myself, i wun b dat unlucky rit, so i click on "End the test" then it appear another window "Are you sure u wan to end the test?" In my mind, i was tinking "ya...im sure, dun make mi hesitate again" so w all my courage, i clicked "yes" and ta..da....it appear "PASSED"....
It was as if i hd let go of a piece of stone....i was like phew...finally over, at last...i hv cleared another hurdle...i took e risk n won e bet...i wasn't dat unlucky after all,lolx...so im now left w another hurdle to clear; my practical lessons n e final driving test...
Anticipation can n do really drive e nuts out of pple...be it job interviews, tests, getting results, wooing someone etc...it does and it will comes in varying methods and degrees, depending on how we face it...
Well, life is realli full of risks...we often hv to make decisions...n in every decision, we anticipate nervously when it is time to know whether our efforts reap results..well we get results all e time but it is juz e matter of whether e results meet up to our expectation...even if it does nt, actually we still gain sthing...and dat is none other than EXPERIENCE...but being in a sad n irrational mode, we wun tink it this way...most pple will prob be wondering where gone wrong or who is to blame...well it is juz human nature
humans r weird indeed...wat we know may nt b wat we r tinking...oso wat we say may nt b wat we meant...recently, i saw my frenz msn nick putting " girls usually do nt meant wat they say...what they meant is opposite of wat they say"...yes indeed, dat's is wat we commonly know as "playing mind games"...we r complicated creatures rit...but i tink guys do say things that they do nt meant....esp during angry moments and situations whereby one hv to b tactful n politically correct...
wrds being msgs of communication to pple hv to be used aptly @ the rit situation or else it will lead to a great deal of mis-understandings and miscommunication...they r powerful...which is y one hv to tink twice b4 making a comment...like driving, u hv to judge b4 u react, if nt u will b labelled as a hazard to e other road users as u will b perceived as being a reckless driver....
yes, it takes 2hands to clap when an argument occurs....so nt oni e person who make e comment, but e receiver also hv a part to play when 2persons quarrel...coz homo-sapiens being deemed as e most intelligent ones of e animal kingdom, should know better when someone meant wat he/she says...nt ez coz to realli understand wat someone true intentions, we hv to listen using our hearts, nt our ears....nt ez but still nt impossible....w gd practice, im sure all of us can surely master e technique of truely understand e essence of wrds...u can start by understanding e lyrics of e music posted up(special thks to keegan for helping mi w e codes)...as for e rest, enjoy e music therapy bar=)
i recalled how nervous i was yest...kept running to the toilet b4 i took e test...u know it doesn't help when i overheard pple saying "aiyah, missed by 1 qns n i will pass"...so e super paranoid mi will panic n tink "will e same thing happen to mi?"...
e most qns dat i can get wrong is 5...but then i counted," 1,2,3...6" oh man, i gt 1 more qns dat im unsure...this can either make or brk mi...so how??? should i end e test now? haha...as usual, i convinced myself, i wun b dat unlucky rit, so i click on "End the test" then it appear another window "Are you sure u wan to end the test?" In my mind, i was tinking "ya...im sure, dun make mi hesitate again" so w all my courage, i clicked "yes" and ta..da....it appear "PASSED"....
It was as if i hd let go of a piece of stone....i was like phew...finally over, at last...i hv cleared another hurdle...i took e risk n won e bet...i wasn't dat unlucky after all,lolx...so im now left w another hurdle to clear; my practical lessons n e final driving test...
Anticipation can n do really drive e nuts out of pple...be it job interviews, tests, getting results, wooing someone etc...it does and it will comes in varying methods and degrees, depending on how we face it...
Well, life is realli full of risks...we often hv to make decisions...n in every decision, we anticipate nervously when it is time to know whether our efforts reap results..well we get results all e time but it is juz e matter of whether e results meet up to our expectation...even if it does nt, actually we still gain sthing...and dat is none other than EXPERIENCE...but being in a sad n irrational mode, we wun tink it this way...most pple will prob be wondering where gone wrong or who is to blame...well it is juz human nature
humans r weird indeed...wat we know may nt b wat we r tinking...oso wat we say may nt b wat we meant...recently, i saw my frenz msn nick putting " girls usually do nt meant wat they say...what they meant is opposite of wat they say"...yes indeed, dat's is wat we commonly know as "playing mind games"...we r complicated creatures rit...but i tink guys do say things that they do nt meant....esp during angry moments and situations whereby one hv to b tactful n politically correct...
wrds being msgs of communication to pple hv to be used aptly @ the rit situation or else it will lead to a great deal of mis-understandings and miscommunication...they r powerful...which is y one hv to tink twice b4 making a comment...like driving, u hv to judge b4 u react, if nt u will b labelled as a hazard to e other road users as u will b perceived as being a reckless driver....
yes, it takes 2hands to clap when an argument occurs....so nt oni e person who make e comment, but e receiver also hv a part to play when 2persons quarrel...coz homo-sapiens being deemed as e most intelligent ones of e animal kingdom, should know better when someone meant wat he/she says...nt ez coz to realli understand wat someone true intentions, we hv to listen using our hearts, nt our ears....nt ez but still nt impossible....w gd practice, im sure all of us can surely master e technique of truely understand e essence of wrds...u can start by understanding e lyrics of e music posted up(special thks to keegan for helping mi w e codes)...as for e rest, enjoy e music therapy bar=)
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, July 18, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon