Thursday, 19 July 2007

Some thoughts

After watching e last episode of 1 litre of tears, suddenly i feel very motivated abt living life to my fullest...no, i wasn't hving sucidal thoughts like last time but rather i wasn't fully appreciating e beauty of my life...compared to e gal, i wasn't as brave nor as courageous as her...i saluate her for her drive & will to live on...yup, live on despite e many hurdles she has to face, till e v end...

utterly ashamed of myself...my problems r miniscule compared to hers...yet i always hv dat fear in mi...fear of failing, fear of facing it, fear of nt able to overcome it etc...yes, indeed many of us hv a certain in us...esp when we succeed, we fear of losing it...when we lose it, we look bk and dwell on e past...but isn't it enough to juz try our best in watever we r doing now coz looking bk wun change anything at all...so y nt juz let it b a piece of puzzle to our beautiful memories...

to e gal, fear isn't dat scary after all...when u fall, u juz get up and try again...e most disappointing thing in life is actually to lose hope...coz without hope, u will nt look forward to e future...

wat is purpose in our life? this is e qns dat is asked in the show...i guess my purpose is to build beautiful memories for mi & others who care...to accept who im myself in order for others to accept mi...to love and be loved by someone who will say "whenever everyone leaves u, i will still be e one still linging there with u right till e very end"

Thks to all my family & frenz who have always nt gif up on mi & spur mi to reach my next horizon, to take a step at a time & became a better person as the day went by...i know im blessed...i hv always been
i look upon the moon and stars at Thursday, July 19, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon