Wednesday, 24 October 2007
Is it tuesday but how come it feels like another black monday?
Subprime again? No, of coz nt. I tink im juz getting too stressed up as e wks past.
Mayb wat my driving instructor sd is right...when we were out driving on e road yest, we happen to be on a conversation abt my personality n he commented dat i shouldnt put too much pressure abt myself coz i would b isolating myself frm others...either i feel they r nt up to my expectations or vice-versa (but he sd frm wat i sd, it is most likely dat i feel im nt up to theirs)
today, i tink i sort of get wat he is trying to drive at...mayb he is right, im shld juz learn to enjoy life no matter wat coz it is short...
i nv like to make excuses and i admit dat it was my fault for using e wrong tone and giving all e negative body languages...sometimes i feel dat i dun even understand myself...i dun wan to feel dat way, dun like to behave dat way...but it is hard, to ctl how wat im feeling...
Perhaps i shld realli find a true confidant and tot to him/her...mayb i will get a new perspective of wat has been happening...realli feels horrible...is understanding wat i nid or shld i juz isolate myself frm pple 1st...i realli dunno...mayb someone shld give mi a hug and tell mi to slow down my pace for a while...
Mayb wat my driving instructor sd is right...when we were out driving on e road yest, we happen to be on a conversation abt my personality n he commented dat i shouldnt put too much pressure abt myself coz i would b isolating myself frm others...either i feel they r nt up to my expectations or vice-versa (but he sd frm wat i sd, it is most likely dat i feel im nt up to theirs)
today, i tink i sort of get wat he is trying to drive at...mayb he is right, im shld juz learn to enjoy life no matter wat coz it is short...
i nv like to make excuses and i admit dat it was my fault for using e wrong tone and giving all e negative body languages...sometimes i feel dat i dun even understand myself...i dun wan to feel dat way, dun like to behave dat way...but it is hard, to ctl how wat im feeling...
Perhaps i shld realli find a true confidant and tot to him/her...mayb i will get a new perspective of wat has been happening...realli feels horrible...is understanding wat i nid or shld i juz isolate myself frm pple 1st...i realli dunno...mayb someone shld give mi a hug and tell mi to slow down my pace for a while...
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, October 24, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon