Tuesday, 6 November 2007
Screwed up day
I really hated myself...should hv taken the performance of the mkt in the 1st place, then at least i can ans or try to comment abt prof qns today...instead i took the part on the growth of the mkt instead becoz i researched on the information for v long and i hv found a lot of relevant research on it...y din prof ask abt dat? i noe dat...but performance is nt done by mi, so i dunno abt it at all....wanted to take those parts coz i noe those parts r crucial but i cant possibly hv all the time in the world to do all the impt part....im so tired realli....if i had known it, i would hv done it both the analysing of performance and growth trend...somemore this 2 areas r my forte...i always do it for my other projs, but i realli cannt ensure that e quality will b as gd if i take up this 2 main chunks given the time i can commit w my other projs, so i din volunteer....e growth trend is alr hard to find n to spend hrs looking through articles frm database is no fun too when u know u hv no time but still i looked through...y cant he do e same too....
2rd part that i hated is that I hv anticipated e qns, but then i din go n think abt it coz i tot my grp member will hv e ans since he has alr did it...i shld hv go n check it out n solve e qns in mi yest....y did i go n slp instead????
3rdly, i shld hv taken the xchange student, so that my usual grp can b together n we will hv nicholas in our grp....i noe that the presentation on the hedging using options was a 10min thing that they included in last min as prof mentioned abt it in that he hoped that they presented on some hedging parts....sigh, is it dat we r doing too little research or we r juz plain screwed up?
4th mistake, i shld hv volunteered to compile e report so that it will nt b so last min as i will definitely ensure that everyone sent in that part straight to mi according to e stipulated time, PERIOD, no excuses and everyone can go n look through carefully....it ended up being so last min....we handed up oni today during class....prof realli prefer to hv e slides n report earlier...so screwed up.....if i had known it, i will nt hv to stay up on sun n wake up earlier on mon to final edit e report, oni to know that pple last min do some changes to their part due to factual mistakes, y din they check earlier as wat i had done during sat to look through so dat i can ensure that changes r being made to ensure that the report at least for wat i hv done is correct after e 1st rd of edit....dun they noe that pple who edit might has misunderstood one's writeup....as a result, everything was delayed...y y y????
argh, everyone shld actually edit but end up oni 2 of us edit coz no every1 see the need to look through e report and 2rdly there is no time left for all to look through....y r we so last min?
realli nid to let off steam...feeling v sad....i know most of us put in our best...but it will b better if all of us put in 100% effort in it...and seriously i tink it is small mistakes like this that resulted in this to happen...will EF b screwed up too w pple writing rubbish for e report as per wat peiyi show mi....y cant she juz listen to wat we hv discussed in meetings n nt anihow write....renting a place does nt provide u w e sign board...juz apply logic, dun nid accts knowledge to know this....since when will rental fee includes signboard??? it doesnt make any sense rit?! i realli dun understand...seriously screwed!!!! im gg to ensure that EF is nt gg to happen again, gg to ensure that e 1st final version of report is being compiled by this wk n i will look through it to ensure every nitty gritty is true w no factual errors after everyone has edited....
can i hv pple like nicholas, weihan, peiyi or trevina for my grp nxt sem? pls send mi more guardian angels k....
2rd part that i hated is that I hv anticipated e qns, but then i din go n think abt it coz i tot my grp member will hv e ans since he has alr did it...i shld hv go n check it out n solve e qns in mi yest....y did i go n slp instead????
3rdly, i shld hv taken the xchange student, so that my usual grp can b together n we will hv nicholas in our grp....i noe that the presentation on the hedging using options was a 10min thing that they included in last min as prof mentioned abt it in that he hoped that they presented on some hedging parts....sigh, is it dat we r doing too little research or we r juz plain screwed up?
4th mistake, i shld hv volunteered to compile e report so that it will nt b so last min as i will definitely ensure that everyone sent in that part straight to mi according to e stipulated time, PERIOD, no excuses and everyone can go n look through carefully....it ended up being so last min....we handed up oni today during class....prof realli prefer to hv e slides n report earlier...so screwed up.....if i had known it, i will nt hv to stay up on sun n wake up earlier on mon to final edit e report, oni to know that pple last min do some changes to their part due to factual mistakes, y din they check earlier as wat i had done during sat to look through so dat i can ensure that changes r being made to ensure that the report at least for wat i hv done is correct after e 1st rd of edit....dun they noe that pple who edit might has misunderstood one's writeup....as a result, everything was delayed...y y y????
argh, everyone shld actually edit but end up oni 2 of us edit coz no every1 see the need to look through e report and 2rdly there is no time left for all to look through....y r we so last min?
realli nid to let off steam...feeling v sad....i know most of us put in our best...but it will b better if all of us put in 100% effort in it...and seriously i tink it is small mistakes like this that resulted in this to happen...will EF b screwed up too w pple writing rubbish for e report as per wat peiyi show mi....y cant she juz listen to wat we hv discussed in meetings n nt anihow write....renting a place does nt provide u w e sign board...juz apply logic, dun nid accts knowledge to know this....since when will rental fee includes signboard??? it doesnt make any sense rit?! i realli dun understand...seriously screwed!!!! im gg to ensure that EF is nt gg to happen again, gg to ensure that e 1st final version of report is being compiled by this wk n i will look through it to ensure every nitty gritty is true w no factual errors after everyone has edited....
can i hv pple like nicholas, weihan, peiyi or trevina for my grp nxt sem? pls send mi more guardian angels k....
i look upon the moon and stars at Tuesday, November 06, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon