Wednesday, 12 December 2007
Memories
Went to the swing outside St James during last fri...din drink but has a mouthful taste of dunno wat drink is dat...haha, juz went there to see see look look...after which we went to e balcony outside vivo to see the scenery...i didnt realised that every1 else realised dat i was feeling down there...my apologies, i will try to conceal my emotions more nxt time, shld b a happy outing instead one...hope i din spoil too much of the mood...aniwae, it is juz coz im tinking of my grandpa...sometimes at night i will feel dat way when i look out of my window...juz wondering whether he is fine all dat and recalling the past time w him....
When i was still young, my grandpa used to drive mi out for dinners, to stay over at grandpa's and grandma's hse etc etc...he dotes on mi alot...so even though he has left mi for abt 4yrs, it still hurts when i tink of it...so much regrets...i regretted putting more priority on studies rather than spending more time w family esp during sec sch days...but no matter how i throw tantrum abt not gg out, he will still b v patient and drive to my void deck and take my whole family out for dinner and shopping after that...coz deep down, he knows that my temper comes and go v fast...always wanted to say " I am sorry, grandpa...pls forgive mi for being so re xin, for being so immature...i love u always"...his death to mi taught mi one impt lesson, which is to cherish and treasure...although i always say im unlucky but actually im quite blessed in e sense that i hv lotsa gd frenz and a nice family who r strange but yet funny...
Aniwae think AMK hub is a nice place to hangout...mayb coz i c an uncle trying to win a soft toy for this small kid...perhaps is his grand daughter...somehow sort of reminds mi of how my grandpa will drive mi over to his hse when i called him during fri nites while my parents r asleep....haha coz i gg over to play sega w my uncle, then my mum will scold mi if i bother my grandpa so hv to do it while they r sleeping...but of coz i will tell them once my grandpa arrived at my void deck le...yup im playful, naughty...i agree...still these r e most memorable days of my life...childhood, i miss those days....always playing, i dare say my sega skills r quite gd lor during those days though now *cough* it has become quite rusty...all thks to grandpa...n oso grandma...hope she will recover soon, im sure grandpa is still ard us spirtually =)
When i was still young, my grandpa used to drive mi out for dinners, to stay over at grandpa's and grandma's hse etc etc...he dotes on mi alot...so even though he has left mi for abt 4yrs, it still hurts when i tink of it...so much regrets...i regretted putting more priority on studies rather than spending more time w family esp during sec sch days...but no matter how i throw tantrum abt not gg out, he will still b v patient and drive to my void deck and take my whole family out for dinner and shopping after that...coz deep down, he knows that my temper comes and go v fast...always wanted to say " I am sorry, grandpa...pls forgive mi for being so re xin, for being so immature...i love u always"...his death to mi taught mi one impt lesson, which is to cherish and treasure...although i always say im unlucky but actually im quite blessed in e sense that i hv lotsa gd frenz and a nice family who r strange but yet funny...
Aniwae think AMK hub is a nice place to hangout...mayb coz i c an uncle trying to win a soft toy for this small kid...perhaps is his grand daughter...somehow sort of reminds mi of how my grandpa will drive mi over to his hse when i called him during fri nites while my parents r asleep....haha coz i gg over to play sega w my uncle, then my mum will scold mi if i bother my grandpa so hv to do it while they r sleeping...but of coz i will tell them once my grandpa arrived at my void deck le...yup im playful, naughty...i agree...still these r e most memorable days of my life...childhood, i miss those days....always playing, i dare say my sega skills r quite gd lor during those days though now *cough* it has become quite rusty...all thks to grandpa...n oso grandma...hope she will recover soon, im sure grandpa is still ard us spirtually =)
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, December 12, 2007
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon