Monday, 25 February 2008
Tired
I am really tired frm this last marathon....need a saviour to take away all e tiredness and stress...this last sem is really nt easy...my deadline for everything seems to fall wk after wk....had been v busy since CNY that wk, initially i thought i will get a breather this wk since it is brk wk...but alas, nxt wk im supposed to hand up a project report and an assignment...
i anticipated e busy-ness b4 e sem since im taking 3 finance modules together and doing e proj for 3 finance proj can b surmounting...still i took it, just that i din expect that deadline r one after another...and i am supposed to find some health insurance coverage statistics which i find some prob while doing so, but then e grp sd dun nid to meet again to discuss findings and im supposed to get e first draft out tml....how?? for my corp fin too, had nt been really able to do a thorough research for my part + i tink in e end, i will handle e statistics calculation part and help e xchange students w their part as they really r nt sure of where to get e data but i must say they did try to find...e oni thing i had it easy so far was international finance...and i was pretty ok w IF coz i know if anything happen, i can discuss w huikeng...and im so glad i asked if she wanna join our grp coz she is realli v li hai....i recall enjoying doing Accounting Information System proj w her and e others....
Sigh, tml is e DAY...but im super nt prepared...e test which i kind of know what would be tested but yet im struggling to master it well and my easily revealed expression is nt gg to help...CONFIDENCE, where r u? i hope tml dun come, i dun noe how to lane change, i fear striking e kerb, argh but i wanna drive, i nid a car and i promise i will get one in future to drive my mum and grandma ard...but e first step is to get e license and im alr finding it diff =( =( =(
ok enough of all e frustrating stuff...some other stuff to colour my life a bit
My Jie-meis, im glad that u all shared your personal prob w me, i dunno to u all how do i fare as a jie-mei but i just wanna say "some things i dun express out verbally but dat doesnt mean i dun care/ im nt interested, it is juz dat i trust u all will come and find me if u all wanna talk to me abt stuffs"...i know im always cooped up w stuffs but then though u all might know it given that we know each other for soo long, i still wanna say that it is ok to find me even when im buz coz i will definitely try to squeeze out time for u all yar....
Almost forgt, recently i seems to attract kids a lot...yest, there was this gal gal that was running ard, initially she was running towards my direction but then later she ran bk...but coz she is still nt v stable in standing up, she will tend to hold onto some things when she can....so her hands will be reaching like 45deg up and it happen that im walking so slowly that she was v near me when she is running bk, so she grabbed me but nt my leg but my butt...i almost let out a squeak coz im seriously nt v comfortable w touchy stuff esp my butt....luckily im v tired and i din scream or wat coz when im tired, my rxn is super duper lagging....if nt, i will definitely b e joke of e day
Some of the stuffs that im craving for and it is made worsen by e stress im facing
1) A good kbox session
2) Watch movie "PS I love you"- i wanna cry too, heard that it was quite touching
3) Have a more intensifying wrkout session
Oh ya, im looking forward to meeting my jie-meis too...really hope to get it through tml, wish me luck k....
i anticipated e busy-ness b4 e sem since im taking 3 finance modules together and doing e proj for 3 finance proj can b surmounting...still i took it, just that i din expect that deadline r one after another...and i am supposed to find some health insurance coverage statistics which i find some prob while doing so, but then e grp sd dun nid to meet again to discuss findings and im supposed to get e first draft out tml....how?? for my corp fin too, had nt been really able to do a thorough research for my part + i tink in e end, i will handle e statistics calculation part and help e xchange students w their part as they really r nt sure of where to get e data but i must say they did try to find...e oni thing i had it easy so far was international finance...and i was pretty ok w IF coz i know if anything happen, i can discuss w huikeng...and im so glad i asked if she wanna join our grp coz she is realli v li hai....i recall enjoying doing Accounting Information System proj w her and e others....
Sigh, tml is e DAY...but im super nt prepared...e test which i kind of know what would be tested but yet im struggling to master it well and my easily revealed expression is nt gg to help...CONFIDENCE, where r u? i hope tml dun come, i dun noe how to lane change, i fear striking e kerb, argh but i wanna drive, i nid a car and i promise i will get one in future to drive my mum and grandma ard...but e first step is to get e license and im alr finding it diff =( =( =(
ok enough of all e frustrating stuff...some other stuff to colour my life a bit
My Jie-meis, im glad that u all shared your personal prob w me, i dunno to u all how do i fare as a jie-mei but i just wanna say "some things i dun express out verbally but dat doesnt mean i dun care/ im nt interested, it is juz dat i trust u all will come and find me if u all wanna talk to me abt stuffs"...i know im always cooped up w stuffs but then though u all might know it given that we know each other for soo long, i still wanna say that it is ok to find me even when im buz coz i will definitely try to squeeze out time for u all yar....
Almost forgt, recently i seems to attract kids a lot...yest, there was this gal gal that was running ard, initially she was running towards my direction but then later she ran bk...but coz she is still nt v stable in standing up, she will tend to hold onto some things when she can....so her hands will be reaching like 45deg up and it happen that im walking so slowly that she was v near me when she is running bk, so she grabbed me but nt my leg but my butt...i almost let out a squeak coz im seriously nt v comfortable w touchy stuff esp my butt....luckily im v tired and i din scream or wat coz when im tired, my rxn is super duper lagging....if nt, i will definitely b e joke of e day
Some of the stuffs that im craving for and it is made worsen by e stress im facing
1) A good kbox session
2) Watch movie "PS I love you"- i wanna cry too, heard that it was quite touching
3) Have a more intensifying wrkout session
Oh ya, im looking forward to meeting my jie-meis too...really hope to get it through tml, wish me luck k....
i look upon the moon and stars at Monday, February 25, 2008
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon