Friday, 4 July 2008
Hatred for medical checkup
I really dun like medical checkup, since 4 year ago i was asked to go through so many tests including ECG, cat scan etc etc for my then university admission...all becoz e doctors discovered sthing abnormal with my chest x-ray...
with the phobia in mind, i went to hv my pre-employment checkup...to be frank, i totally hated it, disliked it and hope dat i wun nid to go through all these again...when i was young, i had to go to e polyclinic for regular checkups due to the hole in my heart when i was born...i disliked it frm young...i rem my mum had to drag me out of my games and go to e polyclinic to check watever is needed for that condition...
this disdain grew even stronger now even though i ended my regular checkups since pri 3 or 4?...why? becoz i really dun like doctors to touch me at all...but i hv no choice and it is e doc's job to ensure dat im fit for employment...it doesnt matter if it is a male or female doctor...even if today doc was a female one, i also wun like it...i juz dun like it, period
to u, i know u had been through these before many many times more than me but u dun understand and u never will coz ur nt me...still, im grateful for your effort to try to make me feel better though i had to admit there is still a slight tinge of disturb-ness in me which will goes off after a few more days
with the phobia in mind, i went to hv my pre-employment checkup...to be frank, i totally hated it, disliked it and hope dat i wun nid to go through all these again...when i was young, i had to go to e polyclinic for regular checkups due to the hole in my heart when i was born...i disliked it frm young...i rem my mum had to drag me out of my games and go to e polyclinic to check watever is needed for that condition...
this disdain grew even stronger now even though i ended my regular checkups since pri 3 or 4?...why? becoz i really dun like doctors to touch me at all...but i hv no choice and it is e doc's job to ensure dat im fit for employment...it doesnt matter if it is a male or female doctor...even if today doc was a female one, i also wun like it...i juz dun like it, period
to u, i know u had been through these before many many times more than me but u dun understand and u never will coz ur nt me...still, im grateful for your effort to try to make me feel better though i had to admit there is still a slight tinge of disturb-ness in me which will goes off after a few more days
i look upon the moon and stars at Friday, July 04, 2008
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon