Wednesday, 9 July 2008
A repeat of what is happening?
Do I have to really face what i have gone through 4 years back again? as all of u can foresee from the title, this post is not a happy dovey one...
yes, I have to go through another scan...i knew it, i hv my premonitions...4 years back, the exact same thing happen...instead of one normal x-ray, i hv to endure gg through a lot of other tests- ECG, cat scan etc etc...dat time, e doc told me dat they found nothing wrong with me and told me to keep the scan negatives in case of my pre-employment medical check-up...i dutifully followed but still i hv to go through them again...why? coz e doc demand a medical report which e hospital din gave me dat time...i din know it was needed, i tot e doc then would advise me accordingly...now if I had to request for a full medical report, I hv to pay near 100bucks...for only the results report, i hv to pay 5 dollars plus...they shld hv told me dat time rit!!! i did so many scans, now i dun even noe which one is needed...besides the doc in-charge of me now told me dat e report does nt necessarily spare me frm doing further scans as the report if i requested will be based on the x-rays and scans results 4 yrs bk....
so i decided to go through e additional scans again...since i will still hv to go through it if the doc feels dat medical report is no longer relevant and it will be a utter waste of my money if in e end, i still hv to go through e additional scans now....nt dat i dun trust e doc, of coz i do believe in their professionalism...but i really feel dat they shld advise me properly dat time...i dunno wat is needed at all...they forsaw this problem and they shld hv know dat e scan negatives will nt be sufficient at all as utimately e doc will send it to e radiologist to do up a report which will cost more money and waste more time then...wat happen to e system of keying my name and ic to get all my previous medical records? my bro sd it prob is nt up yet...if so, why hasnt it been done? if otherwise, y e doc cant request for it?
I juz HATE these current way of requesting for reports...it is simply too cumbersome and time-consuming...i had e test before and now i cant get it over and done...till now, i am still nt sure of wat happen to my x-ray 4 years back...all i get from the doctor after all e scans is dat they found nothing wrong...nt dat i was expecting sthing to be wrong but kindly explain why put me through all e tests...i did pay out of my own pocket for e tests and those short 10-15min consultations- i did pay too...why is all these happening AGAIN? e current doc say they dunno wat is wrong now as they need e additional scans to see wat is e problem...ARGH, i HATE it...must i be put through all this to start wrk? it realli spoils my day, why me? wat did i do? dun ask me abt my condition in e past, i was born with it...it wasnt my choice, i dunno wat e doc say when i went for e annual check up, i was still in my infancy and pre-sch till like pri 1 to 2 stage...how would i know wat did e doc say? my mum wasnt even very educated dat kind, of coz all she is concerned abt dat time is whether am i ok or nt? wat else u wanna know...e reports r all w e hospitals? STOP asking me...ya, i dunno wat's wrong w me and y e doc sd e problem is ok le k, PERIOD!!!!!
can i juz sign a form saying dat i will bear watever dat happen to me due to my pre-existing or suspected health problems during my course of wrk? and spare me from all these? does it really help? not dat im being skeptical.. i am juz being realistic, when it is time for one to pass on, it is time...there is no escape...grandpa left us juz like dat too, isn't it? e best doctors possible dat uncle got for him doesnt help too, isnt it? he still left us...so is there any pt? to go further test and make my parents worry abt wat exactly is happening? perhaps nt, in my opinion...but do i have a choice? definitely NO
yes, I have to go through another scan...i knew it, i hv my premonitions...4 years back, the exact same thing happen...instead of one normal x-ray, i hv to endure gg through a lot of other tests- ECG, cat scan etc etc...dat time, e doc told me dat they found nothing wrong with me and told me to keep the scan negatives in case of my pre-employment medical check-up...i dutifully followed but still i hv to go through them again...why? coz e doc demand a medical report which e hospital din gave me dat time...i din know it was needed, i tot e doc then would advise me accordingly...now if I had to request for a full medical report, I hv to pay near 100bucks...for only the results report, i hv to pay 5 dollars plus...they shld hv told me dat time rit!!! i did so many scans, now i dun even noe which one is needed...besides the doc in-charge of me now told me dat e report does nt necessarily spare me frm doing further scans as the report if i requested will be based on the x-rays and scans results 4 yrs bk....
so i decided to go through e additional scans again...since i will still hv to go through it if the doc feels dat medical report is no longer relevant and it will be a utter waste of my money if in e end, i still hv to go through e additional scans now....nt dat i dun trust e doc, of coz i do believe in their professionalism...but i really feel dat they shld advise me properly dat time...i dunno wat is needed at all...they forsaw this problem and they shld hv know dat e scan negatives will nt be sufficient at all as utimately e doc will send it to e radiologist to do up a report which will cost more money and waste more time then...wat happen to e system of keying my name and ic to get all my previous medical records? my bro sd it prob is nt up yet...if so, why hasnt it been done? if otherwise, y e doc cant request for it?
I juz HATE these current way of requesting for reports...it is simply too cumbersome and time-consuming...i had e test before and now i cant get it over and done...till now, i am still nt sure of wat happen to my x-ray 4 years back...all i get from the doctor after all e scans is dat they found nothing wrong...nt dat i was expecting sthing to be wrong but kindly explain why put me through all e tests...i did pay out of my own pocket for e tests and those short 10-15min consultations- i did pay too...why is all these happening AGAIN? e current doc say they dunno wat is wrong now as they need e additional scans to see wat is e problem...ARGH, i HATE it...must i be put through all this to start wrk? it realli spoils my day, why me? wat did i do? dun ask me abt my condition in e past, i was born with it...it wasnt my choice, i dunno wat e doc say when i went for e annual check up, i was still in my infancy and pre-sch till like pri 1 to 2 stage...how would i know wat did e doc say? my mum wasnt even very educated dat kind, of coz all she is concerned abt dat time is whether am i ok or nt? wat else u wanna know...e reports r all w e hospitals? STOP asking me...ya, i dunno wat's wrong w me and y e doc sd e problem is ok le k, PERIOD!!!!!
can i juz sign a form saying dat i will bear watever dat happen to me due to my pre-existing or suspected health problems during my course of wrk? and spare me from all these? does it really help? not dat im being skeptical.. i am juz being realistic, when it is time for one to pass on, it is time...there is no escape...grandpa left us juz like dat too, isn't it? e best doctors possible dat uncle got for him doesnt help too, isnt it? he still left us...so is there any pt? to go further test and make my parents worry abt wat exactly is happening? perhaps nt, in my opinion...but do i have a choice? definitely NO
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, July 09, 2008
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon