Wednesday, 1 October 2008
Peak at non-peak
Had been pretty busy for the past wks...actually shld be unassigned but either was doing my senior stuff juz nt officially assigned or was last min being called to go to client's place to help out...well, i guess that is how we really learn, esp when one of it is that i hv to go down alone...some of my batch pple are surprised when i hv to go down alone as it is my first time doing it...well, what i can only say is it, it is like that de...it is nt e first time anyway, was been through that during my intern...was glad that i had been through that coz i know some of my batch frenz are feeling really panicky when they hv to go down alone and i will feel e same way too if nt for the "training" during intern...
normally e senior will go down w u if it is e first time...in this case, i think it is either my senior think that i am v pro to handle it alone or it is simply coz of budget constraints...well, i leave it to individuals to think...btw, i am currently non-chargeable coz i am still considered On-the-job training...will hv such luxury till nxt wk coz i heard pple are more tolerant to give u more time to do your wrk if u r non-chargable...yes, indeed we are BUDGET conscious pple...i guess e only way out is to buck up and train to be more efficient...esp for e job dat is upcoming to be during later of the yr...dat job is really no kidding...though tuas is considered near my hse...wrking till wee hrs doesnt really make it much better though i know JR will be quite envious of me given that he lives in tampines...
sometimes i think i feel more myself when i am with my batch pple...i dunno why but it feels a bit weird w others, esp managers...i guess coz i am nt really v shou w them...kinda miss e ERS dept as i always talk to them w other interns as if they are our frenz like dat...but somehow e connection w my dept is somewhat missing...ST asked if she is e noisiest in e dept...i can oni say it is nt dat but coz e rest r really too quiet le, so yar she stands out w her normal volume voice and when she get excited and rattle on too much, ya she is prominent...is nt her but relative comparsion, yes it might be so...e reason why she asked dat is that she find that e seniors talk really v softly and she really could hardly hear them even she is just beside them...haha, i had to admit w her...but nt much of a prob to me coz i can tot quite softly and my range of hearing for lower apititude is better than normal pple too...oh no, is dat e reason why JR they all say they cannot hear my voice during e singing yest? i wanna go sing again, during wkends this time coz nt really v shuang to sing like only 4 hrs, i wanna sing duet...ktv kakis, CALL me out k=)
normally e senior will go down w u if it is e first time...in this case, i think it is either my senior think that i am v pro to handle it alone or it is simply coz of budget constraints...well, i leave it to individuals to think...btw, i am currently non-chargeable coz i am still considered On-the-job training...will hv such luxury till nxt wk coz i heard pple are more tolerant to give u more time to do your wrk if u r non-chargable...yes, indeed we are BUDGET conscious pple...i guess e only way out is to buck up and train to be more efficient...esp for e job dat is upcoming to be during later of the yr...dat job is really no kidding...though tuas is considered near my hse...wrking till wee hrs doesnt really make it much better though i know JR will be quite envious of me given that he lives in tampines...
sometimes i think i feel more myself when i am with my batch pple...i dunno why but it feels a bit weird w others, esp managers...i guess coz i am nt really v shou w them...kinda miss e ERS dept as i always talk to them w other interns as if they are our frenz like dat...but somehow e connection w my dept is somewhat missing...ST asked if she is e noisiest in e dept...i can oni say it is nt dat but coz e rest r really too quiet le, so yar she stands out w her normal volume voice and when she get excited and rattle on too much, ya she is prominent...is nt her but relative comparsion, yes it might be so...e reason why she asked dat is that she find that e seniors talk really v softly and she really could hardly hear them even she is just beside them...haha, i had to admit w her...but nt much of a prob to me coz i can tot quite softly and my range of hearing for lower apititude is better than normal pple too...oh no, is dat e reason why JR they all say they cannot hear my voice during e singing yest? i wanna go sing again, during wkends this time coz nt really v shuang to sing like only 4 hrs, i wanna sing duet...ktv kakis, CALL me out k=)
i look upon the moon and stars at Wednesday, October 01, 2008
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon