Sunday, 11 January 2009
Cold days
When it gets cold at night, sometimes i will feel down all of sudden. Today happens to be one of those days...the whole house is v quiet, v peaceful and this makes me think abt things...abt life, wrk, family, friends and r/s etc...i am one who dun like to plan too much...for i know, i know myself too much...if i plan, i will want things to go according to my plan...i get upset if things dun...
Too much of a perfectionist, too idealistic...so what do i really want? frankly, i am nt too sure...i just know i wan to be happy...am i really unhappy w my life now? not really, though i dun enjoy my wrk as much as I thought i will be...but am i really happy? maybe, perhaps sometimes...something seems to be missing from my life...is it the enthusiasm to look forward to the next day? i dun think dat is e reason, i am not too sure though...
no matter what, i wish all will turn out fine...i really dun wan the things dat happen 5 years back to occur again...i dunno how am i gg to handle all these again...uncertainties in life is what i dread most
Too much of a perfectionist, too idealistic...so what do i really want? frankly, i am nt too sure...i just know i wan to be happy...am i really unhappy w my life now? not really, though i dun enjoy my wrk as much as I thought i will be...but am i really happy? maybe, perhaps sometimes...something seems to be missing from my life...is it the enthusiasm to look forward to the next day? i dun think dat is e reason, i am not too sure though...
no matter what, i wish all will turn out fine...i really dun wan the things dat happen 5 years back to occur again...i dunno how am i gg to handle all these again...uncertainties in life is what i dread most
i look upon the moon and stars at Sunday, January 11, 2009
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon