Sunday, 15 March 2009

Courage

It has been quite some time since I stepped into NUH...since 4 years plus ago...yes, i have to admit i dun wan to step there as it brings about some memories which i have dutifully kept intact deep in the bottom of my heart...dun wish to talk abt it, dun wish to share or rather there is nothing to share...those feelings are unexplainable as one will feel it when it happens to you...maybe i hate to admit there r things i could do better...

I was intending to visit my grandma nxt wk but somehow my brother told me that she looks worse off than he had last seen her on fri...i wonder if this will become my 2rd regret and history will repeat again...perhaps i will make a trip down after wrk...

may everything be fine soon...i still believe he is ard w me...at least, spiritually...call me irrational if you want... i still will not change my thinking...

to him, take care till we meet again=)
i look upon the moon and stars at Sunday, March 15, 2009
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon