Sunday, 14 June 2009
Hui Hu Xi De Tong
Everytime i hear this song,somehow my heart will sank...i rem that time a friend sang it and my tears flowed down...not because something happen between me and him but rather it juz reminds me that we should treasure our loved ones when they r ard...
i rem when i was small, i made a small promise to myself...to buy a car to drive my family and my grandparents ard...coz my grandpa always drive me out w grandma and mum to go eat, shopping etc...however, that promise was never meant to be...grandpa nv lived that long to see me graduate...i regret not treasuring e times when he was still ard...my priority was always on my school work..but in e end, my heart tells me i was wrong, my family has always been my upmost importance...i scolded myself for following the Joanese family...i guess i wanted to lead a better life as i see my parents struggling to keep the family going when i was young and i never wanted to lead e same kind of life when i grow up...my grandparents dote on me a lot...they buy for me what i wanted, however in comparsion, i cannot do anything much for them...all i know now is that i really treasure grandma a lot and i hope she is happy even though she cant rem most of the things now...grandpa's impact was great, much more than i would expect...5years already, still i miss him at times though i dun say...my parental grandma had left us recently...this time round, i din cry at e wake as i promised to maternal grandpa that i will not cry anymore in this kind of occasion as i want e one to leave in peace...i dunno how r they doing now, but i rather hope they r all fine and well....
somehow this song also make me feel that i am in e wrong line...i shld have more time w my parents before i hv regrets again rit? yes indeed it is v nice on my resume to hv my current employee but i lose much more in terms of my personal life....i need a compass to get e right direction in life...
i rem when i was small, i made a small promise to myself...to buy a car to drive my family and my grandparents ard...coz my grandpa always drive me out w grandma and mum to go eat, shopping etc...however, that promise was never meant to be...grandpa nv lived that long to see me graduate...i regret not treasuring e times when he was still ard...my priority was always on my school work..but in e end, my heart tells me i was wrong, my family has always been my upmost importance...i scolded myself for following the Joanese family...i guess i wanted to lead a better life as i see my parents struggling to keep the family going when i was young and i never wanted to lead e same kind of life when i grow up...my grandparents dote on me a lot...they buy for me what i wanted, however in comparsion, i cannot do anything much for them...all i know now is that i really treasure grandma a lot and i hope she is happy even though she cant rem most of the things now...grandpa's impact was great, much more than i would expect...5years already, still i miss him at times though i dun say...my parental grandma had left us recently...this time round, i din cry at e wake as i promised to maternal grandpa that i will not cry anymore in this kind of occasion as i want e one to leave in peace...i dunno how r they doing now, but i rather hope they r all fine and well....
somehow this song also make me feel that i am in e wrong line...i shld have more time w my parents before i hv regrets again rit? yes indeed it is v nice on my resume to hv my current employee but i lose much more in terms of my personal life....i need a compass to get e right direction in life...
i look upon the moon and stars at Sunday, June 14, 2009
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon